I am not alone (so i am told)

So ya i was listening to the radio last night, because i could not sleep. i started breaking, and i could not keep it in. I turned the radio up and tears streamed down my face. i cried for about an hour or so. LOL. All i could think about was people in my life who have either screwed me over or told me to get out of their lives. i then started looking at photos from the past, well that made it worse. all i could think about was my grandmother, and aunt, who are not with me anymore.