Why am i so stupid !?!

I sit here and watch people i know make mistakes.
So what do i do? I go and make the same mistake.
I made the biggest mistake of my life and I am hoping, and praying that it WONT come back.

Anyways . . . . . It's my fault. What can i do !?!
Nothing as of now.

All i can do is sit here and wait. Patiently. Maybe. . . .

Brother. . . . . . . (gotten from an internet source)

Brother brother brother of mine,
Now that I got you and u make me float in cloud number nine,
This brother so sweet,
It took us so long to meet,
It is fun to have a brother and
For all these years I had none to bother,
Brother, u add color to my life.
When in sorrow u are there to lift,
Brother you are none other than god’s precious gift…
Oh brother I’ll listen to what you say,
Will you stay by my side?
Until my final day…

I hope . . . . . .

1) I dont have to have my wisdom teeth pulled.

2) I can bring up my English mark 33%

3) Everything will just go away and stop.

4) I'll get into the University I would like to get into.

SO >>>>>>>>

I have decided NOT to take the job. .

This is based on me not knowing where I stand.

I need to make sure I'm doing right and living right in order to minister.

Right now I'm not. LOL. So I am not taking the job for those of you who where wondering what was going on with that.

I dont know if I should or not

So . . . . . . . .
I was offered a job today. . . . .
It's only once a week, but still.
I would be working with children during their "youth" night thursady nights. . . I dont know if i should do it though.
JUst cause of where i am right now in my life . . . . . . . .

Second Chance - Hillsong

You called my name, reached out your hand,
Restored my life, and I was redeemed,
The moment you entered my life,
Amazing grace,
Christ gave that day,
My life was changed,
Went from my shoulders, fell the weight of my sin

Chorus
So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for your hand,
The hope that changed a second chance
I've gained,
On you I throw my life, casting all my fears aside,
How could greater love then this, ever possibly exist

Consume my thoughts, as I rest in you,
I'm now in love, with a Saviour,
Bearing the marks of his love

Chorus x2

Bridge
So I wait upon you now,
With my hands released to you,
Where a little faiths enough,
To see mountains lift and move,
Yeah and I wait upon you now,
Dedicated to your will,
To this love that will remain,
A love that never fails

tomorrow's a P.D. Day

so ya, tomorrow i am going to kitchener. By bus. i hate buses since everything that happened to change my perception of buses . . . . . anyways. it will be an interesting day tomorrow.

Filled With Your Glory

In my heart, in my heart, there's a fire burning

A passion deep within my soul

Not slowing down, not growing cold

An unquenchable flame that keeps burning brighter

A love that's blazing like the sun

For who You are and what You've done

And as the fire is raging on

So Your praise becomes my song

The whole earthIs filled with Your glory, Lord

Angels and men adore

(Mountains bow and oceans roar)

Creation longs for what's in store

May You be

Honored and glorified

Exalted and lifted high

Here at Your feet I lay my life

From the ends of the earth

To the heights of Heaven

Your glory, Lord, is far and wide

Through history You reign on high

From the depths of the sea

To the mountain's summit

Your power, Lord, it knows no bounds

A higher love cannot be found

So let the universe proclaim

Your great power and Your great name